I want cookies!!

So, I'm 10 days in to my clean(er) eating plan and today I'm just not feeling it! I don't feel well which means I don't want to cook either. Normally I would order in something that probably wouldnt be healthy but I'm making myself cook. Meatloaf. Not the best. Not the worst. Plus, It only takes a minute to throw together and then I can just throw it in the oven and be done with it.

So, now the issue is, I would really like a cookie. I LOVE cookies!! Alot. But, like my trainer Maria Carlone says "Nothing tastes as good as skinny feels". So instead, I'm making a coffee with a little bit of white chocolate mocha creamer to soothe my sweet toothe. That notmally does the trick. 

I guess the moral of this story is this: We all have moments of weakness. We are only human. Sometimes you cave in, sometimes you don't. Regardless of weather you eat the cookie or not you have to make a concious decision. How bad do you want it? Is the short term satisfaction worth the sacrifice of your long term goals? My answer is no. So I'm going to suck it up and continue eating my spinach salads and plain tasteless food because I really want this!